Our Unreal Dream

Sometimes I hate life to the fullest.
Today I really feel hurt.I would hate to say which college I am studying in.I feel contaminated to spend 7 hours of each precious day in that drain.The period when I should be toiling hard to carve a niche for myself,I waste it in a place where it feels you are heading into a no man's land.It gives the impression about my life as a zero vector which neither has any magnitude nor any direction.

I have often heard people say about living in the present.I don't disagree on that but a slight modification is essential.You must have a long term goal in life which should keep you striving for the goal incessantly.But at the same time you also need to live the present.The meaning is crystal clear-even when you strive for excellence in your future,you need not forget your present.But some interpret it in a different manner-they believe in the philosophy- forget the worries of the future and enjoy the present.Let me give you an example-suppose you have planned to go to a place during your holidays.first you decide your destination,then enjoy the journey.Try to enjoy the path to destination as well.Don't think like "I am going to enjoy my holidays after I reach the destination"Without having a proper destination,can you ever enjoy the journey?It will even create more worries!

Let me come to the situation.Today I had my Chemistry lab,I hate to go there but I still have to.Even after answering all the questions except one or two,I was given 2.5.But students who have even not given the answer to more than three,they got more than me.I try so hard for that but to no use.Those who don't even know anything about the topic,they either get 2.5 or more than that.I will surely break the record of being the lowest scorer on a permanent basis!I don't understand what wrong have I done that God is making the results exactly opposite of what I want!Can those so-called teachers really be called"guru"?I don't think so.The word has a much more deeper meaning that it seems.These people have polluted the concept of a teacher.Yet,they rule here!
What a world this is!

Another thing surprised me or better say shocked me was her unusual inclination towards the boys.If girls say something,it is an insult to the teacher.If the same thing is said by the boys,it may be right.It has hurt me to the core.Some people are so biased,they do injustice before us openly but yet we are just silent spectators.We see it happening before us but yet we are helpless.

These things may seem very trivial in our day to day life and we often neglect that by saying these things happen!But if we cannot control injustice at this level,how do we expect to control that at national level or even global level?Is not it ridiculous?
Let me say something-big things don't come up as their own,they are result of small things on big scale.It is impossible to big a win tournament unless you have the experience of winning a small one.Similarly we all hope for the country ,the world to be free of injustice,corruption and all the vices.But is it possible when it happens at a place as small like this?

When our dream is so unreal how can the consequences be real?Till we change our attitude and mindset to what is happening in our surroundings,we cannot change what is going on around at a bigger stage.Better let us shut up our mouths and stop complaining rather than shouting for what we don't want to prevail!